February 18, 2013
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Thoughts from the treadmill: Maybe I’d rather like a person who doesn’t exist because then I can control what happens and I won’t have to get hurt. Because you can’t be heartbroken if the person you love can’t leave if he’s always in your mind.
It’s thirty one degrees out there today and I am wearing my usual hundred layers of clothing in an attempt to keep out the cold. I’ve got the heat on, my jacket tucked in around me, and the door closed. And I am still freezing. Freezing, freezing. It’s a permanent state of being. I can’t even begin to express how much I need spring to come. There are so many reasons and I wonder if I’ll even make it another month or so of this weather. It’s even more obnoxious when I have to walk the dog that isn’t even mine and it starts sleeting halfway through. Sometimes, ten dollars isn’t enough.
