November 9, 2008
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I am too easily upset.
Which is so silly because being upset proves to have no purpose, other than to make someone feel worse. It's pointless and stupid and I always try to talk myself out of being so sensitive. I want to be easy-going and not let anything bother me. What is supposed to happen will and I need to have faith in that. Worrying and feeling anxious will not change anything.
If I learned how to do this, I think my life would be easier. I don't like the feeling in the pit of stomach and it tends to stay there until either time passes and comforts me, something or someone distracts me, or the problem resolves itself. The former is most probable as the latter is very rare.
Sometimes I wish I just stayed blissfully unaware. If I didn't know, then I wouldn't feel so terrible. But, then again, I would be even worse if something happened randomly that I could have prepared myself for beforehand. I think that's how I justify being so nosy all of the time.
I love you and that's all I really know.
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I think I understand how you're feeling.
This is about a boy, correct?
OH LADY! what has happened that would make you worry so?
@Tom_Green_Impersonator - Mostly. Thank you for possibly understanding.
@singeddreams09 - Keyword there is "possibly." :]
@Tom_Green_Impersonator - This is why I put it there.
You know, you may be able to go back to an entry and place it on private, but once you publish it, even for a moment on public, it gets sent to your subscribers.
I don't see why you got so upset at me when you're going through the same thing. I remedied it for now, can you?
@Erratic_Enmity - Oh, I am doing exactly what you are doing. I just wrote him a letter instead. I find it easier that way. And I know. I made it private so other people can't read it. I thought you should know that I'm screwed up. It may make you feel better.
Oh, I feel just lovely. After my entry, i haven't thought about it at all, just worried about you doll.
Good luck with all that, i'll talk to you more when I get home because i have tons of work ahead of me. You can write back, i havent heard from you. Just address it home because i wont be here much longer.
Its 49 deepspring ct. you know the rest. I dont want any of your random crazy readers to start stalking us or anything.
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