November 23, 2008
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Before I get freedom for five days, I have so much to do: a three page paper, a two page paper, an eight page paper and a presentation. It’s very frustrating and I’m annoyed that they’re all due within two days of each other. Teachers always have a habit of assigning projects at the same time. I think they do it on purpose.
But, besides my professors plotting against me, I still have to get my work done. And it’s awfully difficult. My brain is not in the right mode to write papers and present. I’m not in the mood to do school work.
Instead, I’d prefer to lay in my bed all day, daydreaming about how lovely Thanksgiving break will be. I get to see everyone I’m missing so terribly and I can sleep in my own bed at night. I’ll be able to go places and be out all night. And, most importantly, I’ll get to see him.
I haven’t really been myself for the past two weeks. I’m not exactly sure why. I know I’ve been having personal issues and I’ve finally had to deal with something that I’ve been putting aside. But, I’m pretty sure I’m done now. So, this depression that I’m feeling must be due to something else. I’m inclined to say it’s the weather. It snowed here on Friday. And it’s only the end of November. This can’t be a good sign. It can only get worse.
Ugh. I hate winter. It’s the bane of my existence.
Well, I do have papers to write. Even though break is in three days. And it’s all I can think about.
