December 1, 2008
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Thanksgiving break is past. And I am back for the last three weeks of the semester.
I was hoping that the five days I had off would give me some kind of rejuvinating miracle and my bad mood would go away, leaving me free to worry about exams in a completely healthy state of mind.
But, all I ended up doing was trying my best to avoid him in every possible way. And that was so pointless, considering wherever I went, there he was. Oh, it was too awkward for words. Especially because our situation is very weird.
I met his current significant other. She's amusing. A little hyper. But, nice. I approve of her. I just don't approve of her choice is boys. I'm not sure if she aware of the history between me and her boyfriend, but that is not a problem. However, her hugging me as I went out the door was more than weird. I'm not sure how he regards anything, since I barely even looked at him. This entire situation is just strange.
High school drama should not extend past graduation. This is why you should not befriend those younger than you. It drags you into things you would be better off without being involved in. Ugh. I lose way too much sleep over problems that should not concern me. But, nevertheless, I have to worry and wonder about everything that is happening all the back at home. I barely belong there anymore and I'm still caught up in silly problems. I should be beyond all that complicated and unnecessary bee ess that basically consumed my life for four years. Why do I always let myself fall into the same stupid trap? I need to learn to grow up.
Seeing him was just too awkward, though. And I knew it was always going to end like this.
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