January 29, 2013

• I really need to cool it with the candy. At this rate, I'm going to gain all the weight back by the end of February. No more candy. No. 
  So, the other guy that I was sort of seeing has pretty much stopped talking to me. He came over to me very briefly last night at the gym because he was late for his class, but he hasn't texted me for a while. I don't know if he's busy or seeing someone else. Either way though, he's not making time for me so I shouldn't make time for him. It's sad. I don't miss him, but I miss the attention. Every girl likes feeling wanted even if the attention is from someone she's not particularly attracted to. However, it's all the for the best, considering I'm pretty sure while I was on the treadmill I may have whispered "I love you, marry me," across the gym. Seriously. How old am I? Thirteen? No wonder a twenty six year old decided I wasn't worth the time. No twenty two year old should be acting like that.
  Part of me hopes that maybe I'll be the exception and he's secretly crushing on me. But, I'm the rule and most likely if he's not talking to you, he's not that into you. If he's not calling, not texting, not seeing you, maybe sleeping with someone else, then he's just not that into you. New mantra. I'm the rule, not the exception. I'm the rule. Not the exception. But we all know how well mantras work for me.

  Buzz, buzz, buzz three times,
  The text that I hoped was him,
  Was from my mother.

  Haikus are like candy - I should probably cool it with both things.

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