February 2, 2013
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It's Saturday. I have nothing to write about out. As usual. But I'm here, trying. Which is a good step forward.
It's Groundhog Day. Phil didn't see his shadow. Early spring? Early spring. There's a fresh layer of snow on the ground. I won't hold my breath. Shouldn't it be the other way around? A sunny day means a shadow, but the sun also means warmth. Shouldn't that equate to an early spring? Because if it's cloudy, like it must have been today, it could mean snow. And snow means more winter and more cold and more depressing days with no texts from the other guy. I know I don't really have feelings for him. I know it. I just wish I could just keep someone around to make me feel like I'm worth someone's attention.
I try to be independent and I know that I can be completely alone without being completely lonely. I was alone for most of my life and even though I pined like a regular teenager, I functioned just as well. I may have even been more sufficient without a boyfriend than when I was with one. I am definitely better off alone. I know that. So why do I keep staring at my phone and telling it to get a text message? I just have to face it. Maybe I'm just tired of feeling like I have to be strong and happy when all I really want to do listen to sad songs and watch romance movies.
This could also just be PMS. Yeah. Let's go with that.
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