February 3, 2013

• Superbowl. I should stop watching football. It's too stressful and it's so obnoxious. My father literally gets crazy. It's completely embarrassing when he talks about NFL conspiracies and how someone deserves to die. I know that I don't really like professional sports and I'm not a guy, so I'll probably never understand the crazy. But I think there are more important things to life than a ball moving up and down a field with men trying to tackle each other to the ground. It's just entertainment. Like a movie or a television show. We watch it because there is nothing else to do and we want to escape whatever it is we have to do. Society spends a lot of time and resources on entertainment. You'd think we'd never be bored. Irony is that we're almost always bored. Myself included.
  I should be sleeping. I should almost always be sleeping. Why did he come up to me to say hello? Just let it die. If you're not going to text me or invite me on a date and not just another hook up, then stop being nice to me. If you're afraid of hurting my feelings, don't be. I'm a big girl. I can handle someone not being in love with me. What I'm starting to not be able to handle is the guy pretending to be the "nice guy," but actually being just like the rest of them - only after the girly parts. I'll give you my girly parts willingly. You don't have to pretend to like me. Ta da. I'm a slut.
  Maybe that website is right - don't blog "late" at night. 

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